Two years into a senior title and I still keep a doc of things I quietly googled that day

Nobody sees this doc but me. Half of it is stuff I definitely knew at some point and just forgot, the other half is stuff I probably should already know given the title on my badge. Started keeping it mostly to prove to myself later that the list doesn't actually shrink, it just changes shape. Weirdly reassuring instead of demoralizing once I stopped hiding it from myself.