Total beginner, completely paralyzed on which language to start with. Do you just pick one?

I've restarted 'day 1' about five times now — Python, then JavaScript, then someone said learn C first, then Go looked cool. I keep switching before I get anywhere because I'm scared of picking 'wrong' and wasting months.

Part of me knows the language barely matters at the start and the concepts carry over, but the anxiety is real. For those further along: does the first language actually matter, or is committing to any of them the whole point?