I shipped the bug that broke a feature for 20 minutes. What my team did next stuck with me
My change made it through review, passed CI, and still managed to take down a feature in production for about twenty minutes on a busy afternoon. I felt sick.
Nobody went looking for someone to blame. A senior sat with me, we rolled it back together, and afterward we wrote up what happened and added the test that would've caught it. The takeaway wasn't 'be more careful,' it was 'make the system catch this next time.'
If you're terrified of breaking prod: a healthy team treats it as a process gap, not a character flaw. Took causing one to actually believe that.