Everyone on my feed is posting offer letters and I'm still grinding.

Muted about six people this week. Not because I'm not happy for them, but because the tenth "thrilled to announce" while I'm on rejection number who-knows-what was quietly taking me apart. I know their post is a highlight and not the whole story, and I know I can't see the months they probably struggled first. Knowing that and feeling it are just really different right now.