cried in my car after a rejection call for a job I didn't even want that badly and I still don't fully understand why

Wasn't even my top choice, honestly wasn't sure I'd take it if offered. Recruiter called with the no, I said thanks for letting me know, hung up, and just sat in the parking lot for a few minutes. Think it wasn't really about that job at all, more like the accumulated weight of every other one finally landing on a random Tuesday.